`# TODO: finish todo list`
This is a difficult post to write, largely because of the self-critique involved. Which is part of why I've been putting it off. For months, if I'm honest with myself.
But putting it off has only made it harder to write. I also seem to have reached a point where it psychologically feels impossible to publish anything else here first. So, I'm finally forcing myself to write it now - during the holiday season, to prove to myself that I can.
It's no secret that the history of this blog so far has been dominantly one of false starts. Please allow me a moment to explain how that came to be.